Friday, March 25, 2005
Do you even know that I'm down when all of you just walked out of me like that? No one knows.
I ain't feeling too good since yesterday. Talked to amanda quek, xiuwen, yaojun and tricia while doing my claywork Cried a little. Talked about the past, reflected on the entry on xjie's blog. (: Like what amanda said, not until you get pinched badly, you wouldn't know what is pain, what is hurt. She gone through far more than I do, I'm sure. I know life is really unfair. I'm starting to accept the fact already. I'm glad I've friends, family and a proper life to lead. I shouldn't ask for too much. Love ain't an important issue in my life anymore. I'm trying not to put it as an issue lah. I still need love, I have to admit. Like what buddy told me, wait for love to come instead. I don't wanna search for it. I'm tired of searching. It always turn out to be the wrong one whenever I found one. Just like you- Sigh. Maybe it was dumb of me to be so serious in a relationship when the other ain't serious about it at all. I shouldn't dwell so much about the past. Snap back to reality.
Stayed back in school to do my claywork yesterday. Finally finished two bowls. Now, I'm left with a sculpture and plate. Must finish by April fool. (: Heh. I don't know what to do for my sculpture though. Oh, I love art lessons. Heh. It brings our class closer. Heh. Now, I know at least there's someone who's willing to listen, to care for me. What xiuwen and tricia said to me really made me feel much better. I love them lah.
(all in chinese)
ME : It's been so long since someone wants to listen what my heart wants to say.
XW : who say! You got us what! You can always call me!
ME : "Hello? Glynis ah? What? I playing basketball lah!" then hang up on me le.
XW : No lah! I won't de!
ME : Okay okay.
T : cannot cry anymore ah. cry so scary de. I scared.
ME : okay okay.
(before I left.)
ME : I'm going off with persis first, you all clean up then go home k.
T : AYE. cannot cry anymore ah. You cry, then no more Mac's breakfast okay?
ME : okay okay. (:
XW : Remember to call me!
ME : okay. bye.
Sassy's sculpture is almost done! Qiaos is starting on it though. And I haven't! Okay, stop chanting.
One more thing, I got Mac's breakfast from Tricia yesterday! :DDD Hahah. Sweet little thang. She loves buying for us. It's a way of showering love and.. wasting money. Hah! Mans didn't come school for two days. ): And i miss that patrickstar-catching-jellyfish thingy!
My sis is freaking irritating for chanting behind me, looking at what I'm doing, freaking looking at my entry 'cos she wants to use it. I hate it when people STARES at the comp while I'm using. GRRR. I know she did in on purpose lah.
I'm outta here. (x
You're so wonderful to think about but yet, so hard to live without. xD
; stick with you
